all i can do is be me, whoever that is.

i wish you would say

everylittlestar:

breezyanne:

that you still cared, then it’d be easier when we don’t speak.

Dirty Love

crookedtooth:

thefirstlight:

I want a grown relationshiop. One with depth, not just silly puppy love.

I want the kind of relationship that when we go to a party/gettogether that people are envious of us. They want what we have even when we don’t say anything. Just the way we SIT beside each other should be different.

I know this takes time, I do. And by grown, I don’t mean a lack of humor or fun. Trust me, that will be present. But the kind of relationship that has sophistication for miles when necessary.

Some couples I see these days get on my nerves with their shallowness. It’s entirely apparent that they’ve never been through anything together. You can tell that their love has never been tested.  put to the fire.

You know how you can just tell, especially with older couples, that their love is different?  It’s special. The way they look into each others eyes, the tone of their voice, everything. It’s different because it’s lasted.

Even couples my age fall into this trap of shallowness.  It’s difficult, I know. It’s difficult for us to take a step back and evaluate things as they’re happening. But, if you don’t do this, you’re in a shallow/weak relationship before you know it with no easily accessible way out.

Love is not a feeling; it’s a commitment. I want the kind of love that isn’t perfect. The kind of love that has scars, burn marks and dried up tears. And with the perseverance of this love, it becomes perfect.

The very presence of this perseverance will overshadow and eliminate any past scars and burns. The past doesn’t matter; Only your future together does.

I’m not asking for trials, mind you. But if that’s what it takes to make love as perfect as it can be, I’ll take it.

Me too.

totally want it.

bold what is true

evolenitsirk:

alicynreiko:

01. You’re currently confused about someone’s feelings for you.
02. You have been in a serious relationship before.
03. You own an iPod of some sort.
04. You do not like your sibling’s girlfriend/boyfriend.
05. You drink too much alcohol. 
06. You have been to the Olive Garden.
07. You have taken medicine of some sort this week.
08. It is really cold in your house right now.
09. You are extremely dependent on others.
10. You do not like to express your feelings in front of others.
11. You ate a lot of food today.
12. It doesn’t take much for you to cry.
13. People consider you a sappy sort of person.
14. Someone in your family is rich.
15. You have been to Disney World or Disneyland before.
16. You hate when people constantly talk about themselves.
17. You are a good listener, but you hate complainers.
18. Someone has called you for a serious medical emergency before.
19. You have had a serious surgery.
20. Your house has a spare bedroom.
21. Your house is old.
22. You have at least one cousin under the age of three.
23. You have never held a baby before.
24. You can’t handle toddlers.
25. You have had a painting in your room.
26. You have been to Canada.
27. You have been to Mexico.
28. You love cherry flavored lollipops.
29. You celebrate Easter.
30. You observe Lent.
31. You are Catholic.
32. You do not believe in God.
33. Religion is not important to you.
34. You want to have a BIG family one day.
35.You would rather have more sons than daughters.
36. You have more aunts than uncles.
37. You hate being too cold.
38. You currently are way more tan than everyone else.
39. You wear shoes in your house.
40. Your parents are clean freaks.
41. You are more messy than clean.
42. You are currently angry at someone.
43. Patience is so not a virtue to you.
44. Your desk is extremely clean.
45. Your bed sheets are either blue, green, black, or white.
46. When you hear ‘black & white’ it reminds you of Katy Perry’s ‘hot n cold’ song.
47. You have no clue what that song is.
48. You think rap artists are completely pathetic.
49. You are glad George Bush will be/is out of office.
50. Politics are boring to you.
51. You take a vitamin daily.
52. You feel like you are sick often.
53. You hate throwing up.
54. You think it’s gross when people set food down on their desk at school with no napkin.
55. You also find it gross that people sit on top of desks.
56. You are now cringing at the thought of someone’s food where someone’s butt was.
57. You love getting bubble baths.
58. You do not like chocolate at all.
59. You are allergic to nuts.
60. You have been stung by a bee before. (on the face)
61. You have been to the emergency room before for something.
62. One of your parents is 50 or older.
63. You are the baby of your family.
64. You hate broccoli.
65. Cooked carrots are good, though.
66. You go on tumblr too much.
67. You are really comfortable right now.
68. You like witty t-shirts.
69. You are a major fan of underground bands.
70. You have been on an airplane before.
71. You are not afraid of heights.
72. You consider yourself paranoid.
73. You have had a panic attack before.
74. The thought of being old and alone bothers you.
75. You would choose the elderly over children.
76. You feel like you’re living in the wrong decade.
77. You have smoked weed before.
78. You think it’s way too cold outside right now.
79. You love the thought of sleeping in tomorrow morning.
80. You would rather go to bed early and get up early.
81. You feel like the early bird catches the worm.
82. You are a big breakfast eater.
83. You are currently suffering from the common cold.
84. You are craving something salty.
85. You have been in a car today.
86. There is something plugged in near you.
87. You have heard of the TV show ‘Private Practice.’
88. You do not like medical television shows.
89. You prefer horror to comedies.
90. You adore Leo & Kate.
91. You think high-waisted pants look good.
92. You hate cheesy movies.
93. You enjoy camping out.
94. Bugs don’t bother you.
95. You do well in school without trying.
96. You are extremely jealous of someone currently. (i’m jealous of people who do well in school without trying haha)
97. You feel like you have changed a lot from 08-09.
98. You like energy drinks.
99. You like italics.
100. You know the entire script of Mean Girls.